On Death Journeys
by Eurydice Eloise Wayles

When I arrived at the crossroads, Spirits showed me different paths. I had to provide my unwavering consent to any path and boldly embrace it. After considering my options, I chose the highest path available to me. I realized that it would be the most challenging and demanding one, but I was convinced that with the loving support of my man, everything is possible. I demanded Alex to heal me in every way available to a magician, so beyond past life regressions and sex magic, he also introduced me to death journeys. Alex taught me everything he knew about the essence of death and showed me the world in between lives. He guided me through unique, powerful journeys into a death dimension, where I could face dark demonic entities and monsters who scared me after my tragic deaths. I met Anubis, Osiris, Isis, and Thoth, allowing them to train me in the art of death journeys. I learned to battle my monsters and retrieve energies from past lives where I gave away my power and didn’t honor the path of my heart. 

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With reverence and humbleness to Alex, I can state that a student had outperformed her teacher. I learned to die and navigate in death realms like Alex couldn’t. Soon, I was even teaching him what he didn’t know about death journeys. Osiris, the king of death planes and the guardian of the halls of Amenti enjoyed observing my progress and complimented me on every occasion. In the beginning, I was terrified to meet him, as I was only Alex’s assistant and didn’t believe I could perform death journeys on my own. I hid behind my man, and Osiris is quite a strict deity, so I wanted to show less of me. I was afraid to disappoint him, so he didn’t expect much from me, seeing how shy I was in his presence. However, after assisting Alex in a few ceremonies, we were surprised at how fast I was advancing my education and how incredibly intuitive I was navigating the death dimension. Soon, I learned to enjoy the death journeys and asked Alex to always take me with him. I learned how to skillfully kill any demon, resolve negative energy vibrations, and master every level of death planes. I practiced removing curses and hexes, punishing and healing souls. I developed practices to bring less darkness back to life upon resurrection. Once I explored every corner of Osiris’ kingdom, including the Temple of Isis on the shores of the River of Death, Alex and I became an unstoppable force. We healed many souls through death journeys. Then, one day, Mary explained that my soul carries a death spectrum of her light. Each Magdalene's soul carries different parts of her light. There, Magdalene's souls of love, sex, teaching, embodied presence, music, and so on. My unique design could be called a Magdalene of death. That’s why death journeys feel so natural to me. That’s why I continue to experience complicated deaths so that I can achieve the highest understanding of death and teach other souls about this process.

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It’s pretty hard to describe the complex work done in a death dimension during death journeys. It involves returning to the state of death and clearing out anything a soul absorbed and unintentionally brought back into subsequent life. Any traumatizing death is a powerful initiation ceremony for a soul’s growth. But in a state of intense shock, a body can be trapped in the scene of death, unable to move to the light upon death, forcing a soul to endure more nightmares of the underworld. That’s how a soul becomes fragmented, leaving parts of its essence in a painful past. A part of a soul never returns to its source, so a human would feel incomplete and damaged in the next life. Fragments of a soul’s essence are stuck in the past scene of death and demonic realms of the world in between lives. Experiencing the darkness of death monsters, my soul absorbed the energies of sinister beings as the body experienced tormenting fear and horror. That happens with everyone who is not living by the heart and lies to themselves through their life.  We curse ourselves and endure more pain upon death than needed. These energies can only be released through death journeys. Any human trauma is designed to bring the highest realignment with a soul. It’s hard to talk about painful experiences we may endure as humans, like rape and traumatic death. Still, each one of those events challenges a soul to expand if those energies are correctly processed and integrated. Life destroys us to illuminate our highest path. That's how life gifts us our higher powers. It’s only up to us whether to accept our initiations or perceive ourselves as victims.

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Death is not the end of life but a return to a state of wholeness for a soul. From a shamanic perspective, a human birth is a moment of death because it chains a soul to a limited experience, while our physical death transforms a soul back to its limitless potential. In a regular death state, where most people end up, if they lived by the heart, a soul is faced with nightmares but equally with light and can easily navigate this process of transformation. If a human lied to their heart, the entrance point would be on a lower plane, and more sinister beings would chase a soul. Here, any heart would be weighted on the scale of justice, and a soul would face the punishment of their own judgment. If a person avoided experiencing their highest life, then a heart would be heavier than a feather, and dark guardians of death would be allowed to torture such a soul. There are two primary levels of entrance, but depending on how much a human fought a life given to them, they could also experience lower levels of death, where monsters are much more horrifying and impossible to escape. A soul consumed by self-loathing and self-pity would go into deeper layers of death, facing beings they are not designed to combat. And, of course, if a human did horrible atrocities with true sinister intentions, they would enter death on the level of purgatory, doomed for punishment through horrible tortures. Most destructive souls are assigned to life in Hell without the possibility to live again.

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It’s nearly impossible to avoid absorbing demonic entities, dark beings, fears, nightmares, or negative energies on lower planes of death. Miriads of weird beings attach to a soul when death comes with states of fear and lies. Upon death, a soul is confronted with the truth of their own essence. A soul would also be shown the best life they could have lived, and that experience is terrifying, as the beauty of what could have been overwhelms them. Then, such a soul would board a ship of Anubis. A ship would be bonded to arrive into light that releases a soul from the death plane. Still, this journey is the most excruciating experience for any soul because, during this trip, they would face every lie and every dream in the most vivid images. Anubis would whisper intense torments to them and reflect their fears in the most terrifying nightmares. This torture is requested for a soul who died in traumatizing death, as upon completion of this process, they can receive new talents in their next life. A soul would see the light at the end of this journey. Still, the light is always deceptive until a soul understands everything they did and experiences new traumas from their wrongdoings. The process entraps a soul that only wishes to escape such a torturous and suffocating journey.

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Only an experienced shaman knows how to navigate those states and release dark beings from a soul without new traumas. That’s what I mastered in my education, and together with Alex, we created different methods of surviving those planes. We even learned to navigate in purgatory, although I prefer to avoid its tunnels and interactions with goddess Ammit. Yet  I secretly enjoy observing how she devours souls who’ve caused harm to me and my soulmates.  A soul can’t visit the death dimension or underworld and heal on their own, and that’s what “dying for somebody’s sins” actually means. It is a metaphor for death journeys. A shaman willingly travels to the darkest places of the spiritual world, as it’s too traumatizing to revisit past tragic deaths for a soul alone. A shaman endures this sacrifice, as they inevitably assume the darkness of that state and take some demons from a soul that they can’t process. To clear any demon or energy assumed upon death requires traveling back into death, locating and removing them. Divine deities can facilitate this experience if their help is requested. They can also suggest practices depending on a soul’s journey or decide to bond a soul to spend time in purgatory to stop their repetitive, destructive behaviors. True reconciliation can happen in a death dimension, as a soul can finally understand the lessons of tragic death. I began healing other souls through death journeys only after I healed through this practice. I eventually learned every healing modality Alex has used on me, and that’s how I became an empowered wounded healer, assisting others on their healing paths.